Balancing Opposite Truths

40 Days of an Intentional and Specific Covenant with Consciousness
Documented by Brooke Ranvek
January 3rd, 2025

As I lay here in bed reflecting on the past few days, one vision and feeling keep surfacing: it’s like being in a video game at the very end, facing that final boss who just keeps coming back—it feels impossible to win. Maybe you’ve never played a video game for that long or watched someone struggle to beat a level, but that’s the best way I can describe the current whirlwind around me. It feels like a simulation, and that creates dissonance with essence.

My brain works in a unique way—I let my imagination run wild, and suddenly I see the game physically playing out before my eyes. I see it through codes, numbers, bubbles, reading energy as thoughts, feeling body language, and seeing lines and grids. I’m unlocking more sacred geometry, and it’s so wild to witness.

As I was cleaning up, trying not to think about journaling, the messages kept coming. The one that stood out was about curiosity—something I’ve been opening my heart to. I mean this in both a literal and metaphysical sense. Allowing myself to be curious has softened my heart. After doing so much energetic work with my heart, this feels like a confirmation that I’m at the battlefield of a final level—or at least close to it.

I started to think: the things I’ve seen done to humanity, the things I’ve unknowingly done to myself and others, wouldn’t be possible without self-love as a foundation. Without it, curiosity could spiral into the wrong "why’s." When you allow yourself to be truly curious, you may uncover things that could lead to psychosis or even a mental breakdown if you’re not grounded in self-love.

Self-love is about restraint, not repression. As I become deeply curious about things that stir rage or anger, I try to see those experiences from a higher realm, like the 6th plane—the Buddhic plane. I love practicing in that energy field and bringing it into my lower body, physically embodying what I know to be true: everything, no matter how it looks, is happening for us.

We’ve been so constricted, manipulated, and controlled by the fear of death. But who’s to say it’s better here? The more I know, the more I realize I know nothing. I don’t claim to understand the divine plan. It’s my opinions and judgments that hold me back from the truth—that God loves us, that we’re deserving of all things, and that suffering isn’t what God wants for us, even though grace can be found in it. This understanding comes from working within the emotional body, or the astral plane, where polar opposites coexist as two sides of the same coin.

Lately, I’ve noticed the Law of Polarization playing out everywhere, like a pinball machine bouncing between good and bad, hot and cold, healthy and sick. Because of the work I’ve done with polarization within individual cells, I’m able to respond with neutralization instead of being thrown off balance.

Even though I feel like the main character in a video game, running on my last bit of energy, my body feels like it’s fighting a virus. But deep down, I know it’s toxins from the fog around me. Either way, I’m transmuting it with deep care, love, and nourishment. When I’m forced to get this quiet, I can clear so many stories I’ve been living.

I’ve asked myself: Who would want to be my friend? What do I bring to a friendship? This reflection revealed hidden agendas that aren’t truly mine. I don’t have to tell those old stories anymore. My favorite story is this: we all have sacred contracts with each other that unfold simply by living. So, are we really living, or are we just dying, fear-mongered out of living fully and freely?

I realized the past is killing me—not in the way you might think, but because I keep dragging it into the present. Until I fully release the negative things holding me back, I’ll keep getting more of the same. Letting go means stepping into genuine love and being loved without walls or selectivity—just being here now, free of judgment, whether negative or positive, because both keep us stuck.

I believe this 40-day adventure called to me because I was getting off track. I needed to refocus on keeping my vision a priority and leaving behind the old ways that no longer align with where I’m headed.

Stepping into this new level excites me—I get to be a new student again, embracing fresh adventures, challenges, relationships, schedules, and experiences.

I’ve been called to share my full-card Moonology Card spread over the next 10 days. I love these types of algorithms and patterns that allow quantum leaps. One giant leap turns into another, and after 40 days, you look back and realize you’ve created a lifetime of stories to tell and keep alive.

So, what do you desire? What do you really, really want—the thing you’d never tell anyone because making it a priority would demand growth, stretching, and perhaps even help from a coach? This is your chance to tap into your human technology, unlock your own algorithms and archetypes, and write the story that’s begging to be told.

Bye for now,
Oxox, Brooke

The Rough Awakening: Seeing Beyond the Veil

When we begin to awaken and truly see the things we couldn’t before, it feels like stepping into a storm. The comfort of ignorance dissolves, and suddenly, the world looks different—raw, overwhelming, and utterly disorienting. It’s as if a curtain has been pulled back, revealing layers of manipulation, control, and suffering that were always there but hidden in plain sight.

At first, it can be jarring. We see the brainwashing in society, the ways we’ve been manipulated, and the larger, often sinister agendas at play—things like human depopulation strategies hidden under the guise of progress. And then, on the flip side, we start to notice God’s hand in everything, even in the seemingly horrific. It’s a paradox that can shake us to our core: how can divine love coexist with so much suffering? This question alone can lead to confusion and even a physical reaction in the body.

Our nervous system, designed to keep us safe, might interpret these revelations as a threat. You might feel hyper-vigilance, anxiety, or even physical symptoms like exhaustion, headaches, or muscle tension. The body is processing the enormity of what you’re now aware of while simultaneously trying to keep you grounded. It’s not easy, but it’s necessary.

What’s even harder is realizing that no one can do this work for you. The journey of awakening is deeply personal. You must take each step yourself. But, and this is vital—you don’t have to do it alone. When you find others who have seen what you’ve seen, who understand the layers of manipulation and the divine orchestration behind it all, it creates a resonance. Their presence serves as a reminder that you are not losing your mind, that you are not alone in this awakening, and that there is a way through the chaos.

The Simulation We Call Reality

As we awaken, we start to recognize that much of what we perceive as "real" is, in fact, a simulation. Not in the sense of a computer game, but as an energetic construct—a playground where we get to experience life and make choices that shape our reality. This is the Beauty Code Way in action: realizing that while we can’t always control the circumstances, we can influence how we respond, what we create, and how we navigate the world.

When we see life as a simulation, it becomes less about what happens to us and more about how we engage with it. Every challenge is an invitation to heal, to grow, and to step into greater alignment with our purpose. We get to decide how to play this game—whether to let it overwhelm us or to use it as a tool for transformation.

The Law of Polarization and the Kybalion

The Kybalion introduces profound principles of Hermetic philosophy, one of which is the Law of Polarity. This law teaches us that opposites are, in fact, the same thing, differing only in degree. Hot and cold, light and dark, love and hate—they are all part of the same continuum.

When you’re waking up, the Law of Polarization becomes a constant companion. You might feel like a pinball, bouncing between the extremes of joy and despair, clarity and confusion. But understanding this law offers a way out of the chaos. It reminds us that by shifting our perspective, we can move along the continuum toward balance and neutrality.

This is where healing begins. Instead of reacting to the extremes, we learn to hold space for both sides, acknowledging their existence without being consumed by them. The Beauty Code Way is built on this principle—helping us recognize the opposites within us and around us and finding the harmony that exists between them.

Bringing It All Together

When I wrote my journal entry, I was in the thick of it—feeling like the final boss in a video game was staring me down. But within those moments of dissonance and overwhelm, I could see the tools and strategies I’ve been using to heal and evolve.

Curiosity has been a guiding light for me, opening my heart and helping me approach the chaos with softness instead of resistance. The Law of Polarization reminds me that every challenge I face is part of the same continuum as the peace I seek. The Beauty Code Way integrates all of this, offering a framework that allows me to navigate awakening with grace, clarity, and purpose.

This journey is not linear or easy. It’s a spiral, looping through confusion, clarity, resistance, and surrender. But every step forward brings new revelations, deeper healing, and a closer connection to the truth of who we are.

We’re not here to suffer endlessly or to become stuck in fear. We’re here to break free, to rewrite our stories, and to create a reality that aligns with our highest selves. Awakening may be rough at first, but it’s also the most liberating thing we’ll ever experience.

So, as you step onto this path, know that while it’s yours to walk, you don’t have to walk it alone. There is beauty in the chaos, purpose in the pain, and love waiting to guide you through it all.

With love,
Brooke