✨ Battle-Tested Beauty Entry One: I Remember Who I Am

💥 Battle-Tested Beauty: The Journal

I’m documenting my 12-week journey as both teacher and student of the Beauty Code Way®. This is the real, raw, behind-the-scenes of walking my talk — through body aches, breakthroughs, boundaries, and becoming.

Each entry is a sacred reflection from the front lines of transformation.
You’re invited to read, witness, and walk with me.

✨ This isn’t just a program. It’s a remembering.

June 8th, 2025 Entry #1...Begin at the End!

I did it.
I walked myself through this fire — as both the teacher and the student — and I am forever changed.

I stayed devoted to letting the path unfold, one step at a time. I practiced restraint instead of rushing. I listened instead of fixing. I trusted the timing instead of trying to control it. I honored my body’s wisdom as the battlefield where my true healing could take place. And I studied myself — like the sacred work of art that I am.

That old pull toward ambition for ambition’s sake… the part of me that missed the body I had during the HIIT era… I reclaimed it. I didn’t chase the image. I chose depth. I chose fulfillment. I chose devotion to what actually lights me up from within. And that changed everything.

I no longer need others to need me in order to feel good. I no longer outsource my worth. I no longer abandon myself to belong.

Yes, I still desire financial overflow — and I will have it. But I’m no longer seduced by strategies that drain me. I choose to serve. I choose to guide. I choose to stay true to what’s sustainable for my system. And the women who are meant to walk with me? They feel it. They rise because of it. They refer, return, and remember.

In just 90 days, I transformed on all levels — my body, my energy, my emotions, my boundaries, my presence. I saw my sisters transform too — and I witnessed them in a way that made them want to keep walking, keep growing, keep creating. With me. Beside me. As equals.

My life feels freer, fuller, and more honest.
I’ve released the fear of showing my brilliance.
I’ve stopped hoarding my light.
I’ve stopped dimming to keep others comfortable.

I reclaimed my sovereignty. I reclaimed my truth. I remembered that I am divinely perfect — and that perfection is always relative.

This mission is sacred. I was sent for this. I have a holy commission to guide 100 women home to themselves by 2027 — so we can awaken a collective shift into Christ Consciousness. And I’m already doing it.

I used to fear that being my full self might scare people away. But I’ve come to realize… it’s supposed to.
Because darkness flees from the light.
And I no longer apologize for being luminous.

I see her clearly now — the version of me I became.
She wears a soft blue dress. She radiates peace. Her Merkaba surrounds her with divine protection. She speaks less and listens more. Her boundaries are clear, sacred, and untouchable. She holds her frequency. She doesn’t bend. She doesn’t chase. She stands in truth.

The old patterns no longer lead me — the “too much,” the doubt, the escape into social media, the questioning of my worth. They’ve become my initiations. I’ve trained for this. I rise “as if” — because I am.

I’m magnetic when I begin my day with sacred fire.
When I activate my water with prayer.
When I raise my kundalini and move my body before the sun hits the sky.
I remember who I am through my rituals, my rhythms, my reverence.

This journey wasn’t about being perfect.
It was about becoming whole.
It was about honoring both the student and the teacher — the two of me creating magic, moment by moment.

I am a battle-tested beauty.
I’ve earned this light.
And now, I shine without hesitation.